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Posted on Oct 21 2020
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I was a advised to have a mastectomy of my right breast. I said NO. Instead I choose to show up fully as I AM. Two breasts blason to the world. 

If you have been following my posts, you will know that this time last year I went for a routine year 50 mammogram, and I was shocked to my core to be diagnosed with primary breast cancer. The silver lining was that I was told by my surgeon that as far as she could tell from the scans, she didn't think that it had spread around my body. It was contained within the milk duct, DCIS (Ductal Carcinoma in Situ) After two biopsies the surgeon told me that my cancer cells were high grade and fast growing. As they were spread over a wide area in my duct, my breast would have to be removed in order to contain it. 

As I am in the field of holistic health coaching, and I have already had experience of healing a less serious auto immune condition in my early thirties. This is what got me on my path of SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. I decided that I was going to listen to my inner guidance on the steps to take to return to my blueprint of health, wholeness and LOVE, without having the conventional cancer treatment. 

Now some folks thought I was mad. This is understandable, however being the thrawn bugger that I am (Scots for stubborn) I get that from my mother. I didn't tell everyone at the time. I am not one for drama. Those who I did tell all had opinions on the best course of action to take. It tested me greatly. What I have been embodying on a deeper level is trusting my higher guidance, my bodies wisdom and the divine plan. 

I didn't do it alone. The universe sent me supportive women and men to listen, hold me and give me sessions to support my path of coming back home to LOVE. You know who you all are and from the bottom of my heart I thank you. And to my beautiful Mum. I know that it hasn't been easy for you having a daughter who goes against the grain. 

The whole experience has cracked my heart open to a higher level. It has been an invitation for me to SHOW UP more fully as I AM and EXPRESS the message that I came to this planet to deliver. I would like to think that I have grown as a person as a result of this. I endeavour to be more loving, compassionate and forgiving. Covid-19 has resulted in many of us re-evaluating our lives and making different choices on how we are living and what we are believing. 

I am writing an update because I hope that it will give the people who need to hear these words some understanding of how the process has unfolded within me. Finding the ways that work for us to BOOST our IMMUNITY and to support our BODIES innate WISDOM to heal is power. I don't have all the answers. I know that everyones journey with a health condition and the path of healing that they choose to go down will be unique to them. My choice is not for everyone, nor should it be.

I was invited back to the hospital for another scan this month. I said NO. I feel well. Now some folks will still think I am mad. I am OK with that. It dosen't mean that I wasen't scared saying no. I am aware that my body has cleared an old energy programme that resulted in a manifestation of a physical condition. I am not ruling out a scan for the future. However I didn't see the point of sitting down in front of a surgeon who is doing an excellent job based on her training. From previous experience I envisioned that she would be talking about the clinical evidence and the risks. I knew that this would not be beneficial for me, as my body transitions from an old paradigm to a new one.

It has been scientifically proven that FEAR lowers our IMMUNITY. 

We can make a choice to be discerning about exposing ourselves to fear that would not be benefical to us. I am not dissing the medical profession; everything has it's place. I am encouraging YOU to do your own research and find the ways to EMPOWER yourself if you are struggling physically or mentally just now. 

I am aware of the sensations inside my breast as my body dissolves this. My right breast is larger and more rounded than my left. Quite voluptuous actually. It is a part of me that is being enhanced. I dialogue with my body. I believe journaling to be a valuable tool for anyone experiencing a health challenge. We are, whether we are conscious of it or not going through a process of opening our hearts to more SELF-INQUIRY. It is part of the process of awakening to who we truly are and all that we are capable of doing. 

Those of us a bit further down the path have choosen to be the trail blazors, the EARTH EMPATHS, clearing the way forward for millions of souls around the world. Becoming our MULTI- DIMENSIONAL SELVES, jumping timelines, experiencing many different realities similtaniously. Downloads of light codes that are upgrading our DNA and clearing our ancestral programming. I know I am not alone in experiencing moments of anxiety as our physical and emotional discomforts rise up for healing and integration. 

We can make a choice to MOTHER ourselves through it. We can talk to the wounded part of ourself. Invite it back into our body and let it heal. This traumatised energy can feel tender and so can we. I'd like to share a Q & A between my right breast and the galactic consciousness working through me.

 

Q. Dear right breast why are you feeling tender and swollen and how can I support you?

A. What you are experiencing is a part of you that is being cleared so that you can take the next steps forward. Nothing needs to happen to your breast. There is no trace of cancer in your body. The reason that your breast has swollen up and that you were feeling it over the moon cycle is that you are transitioning to a higher frequency of light.

You have opened yourself up to a much higher reality, one where you are not going to have to deal with this illness. You have opened yourself up to who you truly are. You have stepped onto a different timeline.

The guilt that you experienced through many lifetimes was part of your programming that needed to be cleansed. The guilt that you have experienced is a part of you that needed to be forgiven, opened and expressed. You must inspire and allow us to support you to let go of having to carry the pain of the ancestors. Open your heart to a whole new reality, one where you no longer need to caretake others who need you to carry their emotions. That is no longer in your DNA. 

Allow your voice to be heard. Focus on the new. Keep creating that. All is in divine right order.

This is a shout out to anyone who is feeling tender, whether its mental or physical. I know things are not easy just now. We do ALL have the resources WITHIN us and around us to help ourselves and the people that we love to move through this. 

 

- Raise your wisdom.

- Talk about how you are feeling.

- Reach out for support if you need to.

- LOVE is the answer.

TITS UP ALL THE WAY! 

 

With love

Jillian 💛  

 

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I would like to acknowledge these wonderful women who have supported me more recently on my wellness path.

www.patriciairiskerins.com Soul Mastery through Sound and Vision

wwwsheilaharperacupuncture.co.uk Acupuncture 

Liz Angus Andromeda Bio-Resonance Computer Diagnostics Aberdeenshire 01339 742159

     

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